I love the ocean. I love all the different blues it can be. I love the clear water, and I love when the waves turn white. I love the sounds of it. I love the violent crash, or the gentle sighs it makes as it touches the shore. I love when my feet sink in the sand when a wave washes over them. I love wading out a touch too deep, when my feel can touch the bottom only sometimes, and it makes me the good kind of nervous. I like being picked up and set back down by the nice waves, then tossed around like a doll by the rough ones. I love that desperate gasp, then the happy laugh that I found the surface. I just love the ocean.
I don’t understand how I love so many people and so much stuff but nobody loves me. Like its not fair how
I always get the short end of the stick.
Oh my god I love nicki Minaj. I want to meet her and talk to her but she will never have the time for me.
Kate Moss has Mona Lisa eyes. I tossed the magazine away and her eyes look like they keep looking at me.
Idk I fucking hate my life it just sucks. I will never have the life I dream of. So is that motivation to do better or is it a reason to die?
Idk if I might as well live? I mean, there is no meaning of life.
I have to go downstairs to find sleeping pills, alcohol bottles make noise, my widow isn’t high enough, chemicals are going to burn, the outlet is too far from the tub, I don’t know how to make a noose. Bleeding takes too long, idk what to do.
Okay well bye everyone I’m going to take a shower and see where that goes. I’m kind of dizzy so maybe I’ll fall and my brains will go everywhere. That’s kind of how I feel. Honesty. That’s what it is at this point.
I feel so dirty and nasty and j can’t shake it. My everything hurts and there’s nothing anymore. Life is complete shit and there’s no reason for anything. I am a dumb dirty fat rat and I will leave a hideous corpse.
My fat face is so sore and it hurts so bad
Ugh everything is complete shit idk what to do
Tumblr can you help me
Hi so ugh this is tacky, but it would be really cool if someone could talk to me. I’m kind of high off some pain meds and I’m really sad so I want to kill myself and it would be so easy and now is the perfect time. Oh it would be so good for me to die but the tiniest part if me is asking for help and tryin to say no but my head hurts and I want to go ti sleep and not wake up. Okay somebody please help me my eyes hurt
